The one who miss her home

Bismillahirahmanirahim

Alhamdulillah,praise to Allah for giving me chances to life until this moment..Hum tibe2 rase homesick and need something to share with plk. Usually people pretend to share/tell their story to someone that they trust or comfortable. But sometimes it doesn't work out. You also need space for yourself like talking with yourself or write in diary or blog maybe..Ye la, kita x bleh nak paksa org rasa apa yg kita rasa. So people if ade ur friend yg sanggup dgr ur story/ or mmbebel2 tuh please appreciate it because its hard to find friend who can be a good listener..

When I layan lagu2 lama especially kembara group nih msr teringat kat my hometown lagi2 rumah my late grandma..owh how i miss them..i hope both of them bersama golongan2 beriman dan dbwah jagaan Allah di sna..how i miss my childhood. But actually my childhood not as happy as others kot..but alhamdulillah, Allah still give me chances to look it on different view. Alhamdulillah, I think what Allah gives to me are priceless because not all people can always see things in different view especially in good one even they are brillian or excellent people..

I have to be strong even i am weak
i have to be strong even i miss my family
i have to be strong even i am tired
i have to be strong even i'm just a girl
i have to be strong even fail
i have to be strong even i'm homesick
i have to be strong even i'm sick
i have to be strong even i'm sad
i have to be strong even i'm broke
i have to be strong even i'm bleeding
i have to be strong when i see my mother's tears
i have to be strong even there is tears in my eyes
it just because i am me..
i'm just ordinary,nothing special about me..
and always gives trouble to people
people, please forgive me for everything
for me its hard to say sorry because i really not deserve to get that from you..
i always hope that i can expensive present for u people
so that u will happy..

The one who don't know to organise her life

Bismillahirahmanirahim..
As usual..Alhamdulillah for today..Its such a long and long time i didn't update my blog..Actually saya tulis je but rsenye mcm malas nak publish..Plus there's no one pon yg read my blog...is it?

Alhamdlullah, even today was very hectic day,alhamdulillah again Allah still give me chances untuk 24 hours tuh kan..If only He make my day just 23 hours,huhu nampaknya x dpt la bersua lagi kan..

Yea,today banyak sgt lesson yg saya dpt especially pasal time management. Maybe sbb i think i am in comfort zone mse awal2 semester dl,then now i byk procrastinate ..yup..start with i didn't take serious on lecture plus lecture notes, and i delay to study lecture material then when test comes, i don't have enough time to prepare. Also, i don't start doing assignment earlier even though i know that last2 i need to copy my friend punyer tp at least i need to kaji awal2 kan..so x de la mse nak hntar br la nak kalut2 n nk emo2 x tentu pasal..And the worst part is, i skip the class and also tutorial..oh what shame on me..

And because of that, my room this week sgt2 la bersepah. I really don't like this situation. When it happen, i start feeling homesick. oh poor girl, u need to grow up..yes i am..i try and still trying..but please don't put limit on me. I am who i am..

And for me the worst part is, when its all happen, my solat time was really2 teruk..sometimes subuh lambat n sometimes zuhur pon solat lmbat sbb nak siapkan assgmnt yg due timenye 2,3 minutes lg....huhu..arhh..this really make me sick. And the most problematic is my isyak prayer, lately i always delay it..why..why..why this happen..bile tgk org lain nih best je..senang dan discipline je jaga solat. I have heard before tp x tau kat mne, ape2 yg kita buat the 1st thing is yg important adalah solat. And solat jugak lah yg akan d kira amalan nanti. ok now i;m really scared..huhu..Plus someone said sape2 yg jaga solatnya insya Allah hidupnya berkat n ok..So anyone yg bce my blog of course refuse to take me as menantu kan sbb i slalu careless in solat time..huhu..


Ok..after such a long and all those boring problem that i face this week, now its time for reflection and take action,right!On your mark get set go...kemas bilik now