NINETEEN ENTRY

People always misunderstanding and misjudge me..Or maybe I'm the one yg make them silap paham?hem
..Confius kan..Sometimes aku rasa aku dah buat mcm aku x wujud dlm dunia org lain,like 'image saje aku sbgai batu or lalang or ape2 yang ada tp x bg kesan'. But at the end still jgk mmberi kesan. How come this happen? X bleh erk if I pretend as debu2 or ape2 yg ade tp x bg kesan? It might be because aku nih batu yang ada perasaan kan. But I try to control my emotion. And now it didn't effect others right. But they said they ade hak to me? Hak? But how about hak diorg to me? Have they tunaikan? Hello..please open your eyes widely..Bersihkan mata anda dr debu2 so that u can look thru this world. Or maybe I'm the one yg kena bersihkan mata..So confius kan..

HUH..tarikh nak balik da dkt..problem x settle lagi.. exam pon da dekat..masalah dgn diri sndiri pon blum settle..letey..letey..Allah,dekat kah aku dgn Mu? Sayangkan Engkau terhadapku? Aku nih jahat bangat... Nak sgt2 kasih sayangMu Allah..kadang-kadang nak sygMu pon rasa malu sbb aku nih bukan Cik Timah, Ya Allah..Aku x consistent dlm ibadat,aku x mujahadah,aku x berdakwah(ye ke?bak kata Cik Timah),aku x pakai tdung yg labuh2,aku ade kwn rapat ngn llaki(tp sorg je,tp llaki ttp llaki kan)..ada lagi kah kasih sayang Mu untuk ku..